Thursday 8th January 2009

Hummmm, not feeling my best this morning and quite frankly I can do with out being jabbed, and maybe a nice lay in would be kinder for me, No chance , but hey its got to be done, so up I get and get it all ready, Ross came in and done it just like that, He really is the greatest hubby ever and I can’t believe I met him in Batchwood night club, how lucky was I. Meeting such a wonderful man in such a shit hole. See dreams do come true. Within minutes of the injection , my god I felt awful, and I sat on the loo and my poo was like water and I was having hot flushes and I felt soooo tired, I couldn’t believe how quick this was happening and all day I felt like my head and body were heavy and sluggish. I felt pissed off stressed and plain simply poo.
I also have developed a not so nice side effect today and it is……….wait for it DRY FANNY, nice???? And god it hurts, what a horrible feeling it is, and if this is what happens when your in older years I’m not looking forward to it, I can tell you that right now. Dry fanny at 29 well come to think of it dry fanny at any age is not the best feeling in the world, Joys of being a women!!!!
I’m feeling the symptoms of going through the menopause because that’s what the drugs are doing to me, they are shutting down my ovaries so the doctors can take control of my reproductive organs and cycle, so I’m going through the menopause in 3 weeks instead of over 10 years, no wonder I am feeling poo.