Late Sunday night .

Yes now it is really happening and I have gone into complete melt down, what am I going to do?, SHIT this really is a big dilemma for me !!!!!!!!!! HELP ME, you see Ross has just informed me that he is having to start work early. So you know what that means? Yes I bloody know, big problem, huge problem for me, I have got to inject myself, not only with one needle but two, cause of starting the new drug pen in the morning too. Arrrhhhh my god, please be with me in the morning, and give me the strength to over come my mental block,……………. Now I’m praying, and soon I will be making a deal with the devil, I know it, I can’t cope, I’m in complete melt down, I won’t sleep I won’t rest god I won’t even be able to relax, oh oh oh poo, What am I going to do?, Count to three and just do it, that’s what I’ve got to do. No I don’t think so, its not going to be that easy, is
it?.