Wednesday 4th February 2009
We held each other tight and cried, I sobbed like a little baby.
While Ross held me as tight as he possibly could, we stood outside Hammersmith hospital in the freezing cold. I looked up at Ross and he was telling me how proud he was while he stood there blubbering too. It was such a personal and amazing moment, but I couldn’t help thinking how silly Ross’s face looked. It was kind of all screwed up and slightly mangled. There was tears running down his cheeks, but he was giggling at the same time, so he looked all contorted and a bit like a facegurner. But even with all the strange face pulling and crying that moment we were sharing was perfect. Even if people were staring at us!!, So what we were ecstatic, after all we deserved to be. We had doubled our chances over night. Yes, Yes, Yes we were on a roll and I was the host of 14 growing follicles. Sorry did you hear that …………I have 14 large healthy follicles. Betty and Olive had come through for us in amazing style. I can’t believe we had doubled our chances in 24 hours. I was totally overwhelmed. Betty and Olive you beauties, you absolute beauties.Oh and the excitement continues, it may have slipped my mind?……I think I might have forgotten to say?……..Hummmm, Well I still can’t believe it, ….Wait for it….. I WILL be pregnant on Monday!”””””” Yes that is the absolute truth I will have a living growing embryo in my womb, so once again, if you missed it the first time I will be pregnant on Monday.My follicles have got to the correct size that they need to be so they are going to operate this Friday and fertilise the eggs over the weekend and pop them back in my womb on Monday., just like that. Whoooowho, my darling god, I will be up the duff Monday. Ten long years of trying and four failed attempts of IUI and I am now so close to being pregnant. How am I going to contain myself. I don’t think I can? I want to tell the world that I WILL BE PREGANT ON MONDAY!