Saturday 7th February 2009
I am fearing that our journey we are all sharing together is coming to an end. Ross and I have had the call and unfortunately none of the eggs have fertilised, and my dream of being a mummy is slipping away, infact it is falling away pretty bloody quickly.My dream of feeling a baby kick in pregnancy and the teaching them good values for life and nurturing them to adulthood is now a very unlikely possibility.The embryologist told us that he would leave them un till Monday and see if there is any change, but not likely. So as I hit the vodka I want to say a massive thank you to you all for sharing our experience. If this has taught me anything it is that there are a lot of lovely and most of all caring people out there and great friends really should mean the world to us all. Thank you for all the beautiful messages I have received and I am just sorry that once again for Ross and I our fairytale dream of being parents has failed again. If a miracle happens and we get the unlikely phone call Monday morning be assured you will all be the first to know, but really don’t hold your breath and thank you once again for being a real support.